Warming up for NaNoWriMo

Oh dear!

I've just re-read my previous post...I was supposed to have completed a manuscript by the end of June...it's now the start of October and I could probably fit everything I've written in the last 3 1/2 months on the back of my hand...the same hand I am now slapping for being such a naughty naughty girl. *big sad face smiley*

A massive part of my problem at the moment is lack of drive...somewhat caused by a huge lack of confidence in my skill as a fiction writer. The other thing I've always had the problem with is that when I'm writing I'll jump from one part to another when the going gets tough (my dissertation at Uni was a mess of the highest order!), and I always think -Oh, I'll come back to that...I don't have the patience to sort that out right now...it'll be easier when I've had some distance/when I haven't got something more exciting to write/I'll have to do some research-. The problem is that I never actually come back to it to iron out those creases...the issue doesn't diminish with time...in fact it probably gets worse as I can't even remember what my intention for that particular passage was.

Jeeze...think I need to pull my socks up and start knuckling down...or I'll be back at work with nothing to show for the last two years!!!

Onwards and Upwards

Leading up to NaNo this year I have a few things to tick off my list...

1. Sort out which software to use to organise my notes (why oh why doesn't Thoughtograph work with Windows 7?) Just googled for alternatives...investigation to begin shortly :0)
2. Find a better solution for dealing with those niggly sticky patches in the story...and no I will NEVER use 'Track Changes'...I hate 'Track Changes' it was the bane of my work life when an idiot would put 'Track Changes' into a document...I don't want to see a document that has your every typing error and stupid sentence changes highlighted for me in multiple colours...there used to be a simpler time when you could turn it off once and it was gone until you wanted it back...not now though...things have progressed far too much to enable you to do such a simple thing now! And...breath...rant over, I promise...unless I hear those words 'Track Changes' anytime soon!
3. I need to find a better way to edit once something is written...I have a hard time with getting distracted re-writing portions of narrative and dialogue that don't really need to be re-written...I should really leave those sorts of tightening up for a second edit...perhaps...or maybe not. Either way, I need to make my mind up on how I show approach my editing process.
4. Stop getting distracted...even as I wrote that I started thinking about all the other things I have to do!!! I wish I could have that stereotypical male trait where I can only do or think about one thing at a time...
5. Celebrate my birthday in style (20th November...with many things happening around it) and still make time for NaNo...unlike last year when I was writing 8,000+ words per day towards the end just so that I would get my certificate and a look at that video...which was definitely worth it!!!
6. And probably about a million more things that will come to me to distract me from doing other things.

I DO know that writing is as simple as sitting down and doing it...but sometimes it's the simplest things that present the biggest problems.

Back in another 3 1/2 months...or sooner...I hope!!

TTFN

x

Getting back on the horse!

OMG!

It’s so difficult finding the balance that I need to keep going on my writing.

I’ve been spending a lot of time focused on my fitness and regaining my confidence during 2012…plus having fun…all of which have left me a little short on time and focus for my writing. I haven’t even been very regular in going to my writing groups, or completing assignments for the short story writing course I took.

I always have difficulty in dealing with more than one important thing at a time…I tend to get consumed by something if I enjoy it, forgetting, or shelving, all the other things that I have to do. And for the last 5 months that thing, that I’ve been somewhat consumed with, has been going to the gym…my achievements there are measurable and obvious, even though I DO get frustrated not to meet my own expectations, I am making progress – which is rather gratifying.

My plan going forwards is to make sure I do writing EVERY day…just as I did (for the most part) during NaNo. The problem is what to I continue with first? I have somewhere in the region of ten incomplete manuscripts…all at varying stages…I suppose I should complete the one that is closest to completion…which would be one of the Mills and Boon books…it would be satisfying to send it off and see what happens…

Other than my own manuscripts there is also a potential publication in the wings from my twice monthly writing group, WriteNight @15QueenStreet. We’ll be discussing the details at our next meeting, but I’m pretty sure it’ll be a selection of all our writing exercises from the group. It’s always interesting to hear the different voices that come out of the people that come along. And although I’ve been going along since the group began during NaNoWriMo I’ve never been brave enough to read out one piece…maybe I should suck it up and read out loud! My problem is that the first draft ALWAYS needs some tweaking, or I don’t quite finish off and round things out…others don’tk seem to have the same problem…what is their secret I wonder…

Well, I’m going to finish here, because this is all turning into a bit of circular thinking…and not really getting me anywhere. I WILL be making time for writing and complete a project by the end of the month…

That’s all for now folks!